those perfect unexpected seconds

after a long day I was so lucky I got a ride home

just what I needed and I would have never dared to ask

I was so lucky to have the heater on in the seat all around me, like a hug

I was so lucky that I asked my friend to put on "whatever u feel like" music

and the notes which started playing were these

<3

I was so lucky I got a sincere message asking "how are u"

and the best feeling of it was that I know the person really cared about my answer

I was so lucky I could feel all this

despite all the times I wished I did not have to feel anything anymore


and today few important things happened, nothing certain yet but... fingers crossed

could this be a turning point where a lot of those pieces of the puzzle that everyone said "why are u even trying"

come together drawing a nice picture?

well, now it's too late and stupid anyways not to try a little more

so I will

and u'll see.