Monday, July 11, 2011

lights will guide me home




it's quite a long time I don't manage to sleep through the night


I am quite familiar to this insomnia, it's not anything new


but it was quite a long time I did not have any and it feels awkward to have this unpleasant "friend" back


I miss those long sleeps I used to get, those 12 hours sleep waking up fresh and in peace with the world


where the hell did those nights go?


I could blame it on the curtains, which I still don't have and around 4:30am would be very useful in order to keep on sleeping deeply


I could blame it on some thoughts I have had on my mind


but I am not sure


I think there is something bigger than what I want to admit, something I really have to take care of, in order to find that sleep again and in order to stop these nightmares, which won't leave me alone

3 comments:

  1. you know... old people sleep less ;)

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  2. io ho appena sognato che mi si rompevano tutti i denti... fai te... e sabato sono dal dentista.

    comunque i nodi prima o poi dobbiamo affrontarli ed il bello è che dopo ti aspetta un momento così libero e puro. io vista la bella serata quasi quasi vado a fare due passi, anche se non mi è rimasta molta compagni acon cui farli

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  3. ahahahahhahahahah

    se sei fuori! mi hai fatto sganasciare col sogno dei denti! ahahahahahahahahah

    old people sleep less, true... :) I'm totally game over!!!!!

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