they aren't as empty

when u gotta go, u gotta go.

I can't sleep through the night

everything got too loud

it's so loud inside my head that it's impossible to keep on sleeping

I wake up

like when u need to pee and u wake up right before u pee in bed

and u r glad u woke up so u can go pee

but u r angry because u were having a very nice sleep there. interrupted.

and the scariest part is that not only it's too loud, but it's always about the same theme. redundant.

like these dreams could talk and say:

1. we are here, u can't ignore us
2. if u try to ignore us u know we come back, no matter what

now I gotta go. pee.

words.

I can feel your restlessness. I mean, a moment like this yeah you want me, you want us and then that moment passes. Then you become like this ghost. Fourteen years ago, "I love you" was more than enough. It was almost revolutionary. And now... I don't know. They're just words. I mean, I know you mean them, but I don't know what they mean to you.

coffee and phone call with mom

waking up, making coffee and getting a phone call from mom, it's lately maybe the best moment during my day... well this and when I fall asleep re-watching Californication

:o)

pole vaulting

speaking of sexy stuff

I am watching the athletics WM and I must confess that there is nothing better than a man doing pole vaulting

it's just... elegant, strong, beautiful

cannot focus on my work

wow.

brain soap washing

I have to stop going to Lush, that shop where u find homemade soap products

every time I enter that place I get hypnotized

I dunno if it's that strong bubbly smell or those girls

they come to u and start showing u all the products and they speak so softly and gently

they make u try the products on ur skin

"let me show u this one" and one of them starts washing ur hands, massaging u with the soap, caressing u and telling u how nice this is for ur body...

damn!!!

I get so turned on by that sensual situation that I obviously end up buying stuff, because after spending one hour there I cannot just walk away... or I mean, I could but I don't want to

I wanna take some of that perfume and smell like vanilla, lavender or bubble gum with me for when I am home

I am aware of selling techniques but I must say... these people do it awesomely right... I would stop by every day if that would not become too weird and too expensive

men would never enter such a shop... and they don't know what they are missing out.

mind the f**king gap!

so I'm watching this american football game under the pouring rain

enjoying, besides the weather, the company, the difficulty in getting the rules of the game, the cheerleaders effect and the music

when I do have to notice one thing, which is... most of the cheerleaders were no older than 13, which seemed a bit young to me, but not in this world

they smiled and waved at their proud parents

kind of fine until... they are basically dancing this song ... wtf.